Thanks Dabel D =)

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Ni adalah saya. Comel tak ? =)


Ni adalah a piece of my illustrator asgment. Sangat menyakitkan hati. Akan di submit pada 30 okt. Yay! aku pening kepala lagi.

Malas Menaip Buat Masa sekarang

Ok, I takkan percaya orang jahat, ye lah.. I kan naive.. huuu

Raya

Landskap Painting

Budak kecik yang comel kan? Haha
Painting Pondan
Minah Tudung Tepu

PMS

Hari ni aku rasa tak best sangat. Dah la sedang menstruasi. Stress tambah dengan kerja yang sangat banyak. Bukan sangat yang biasa. Tapi sangat-sangat banyak..

Drawing- kanvas sebesar separuh pintu bilik..besar kan?
Glass- kena potong kecik-kecik gila.
Painting- pakai oil paint, lambat kering dan tentu lambat siap
Printmaking - Ecthing besi, cantik dah siap sikit tapi nak kena buat lagi sikit.
Sculpture- Lectrer asik cuti je.. Nasib baik dah siap dah.
Timebased - Pakai Adobe illustrator, pening lah kepala tau tak?

Kerja banyak tapi aku sanggup curi masa sehari dua pergi ubati kebosanan orang.

Tertekan nya rasa dengan gangguan cik kak mana tah. Aku tak tau apa masalah dia. Dah lah, kalau ikut kematangan aku, aku hanya akan cakap "dia memang bermasalah dan jangan layan dia"

Harini ada orang cakap fuck you kat aku. Dia tak pernah pun cepat marah macam harini. Aku memang rasa sedih sangat sampai rasa nak lari jauh jauh panjat langit duduk sorang-sorang atas sana.. Yelah dia dah nak ada kehidupan dia sendiri, sebab harini dia suka suka cakap ayat yang aku tak pernah expect kuar dari mulut dia.. Takpe lah, nak buat macam mana, pasni dia mesti dah tak susah-susah dengan aku.

Serik dan perempuan sangat memberi masalah.. *sigh*

Harini presentation. AKu dapat markah lebih sebab pakai high heel dan kebaya.Haha kelakar kan. Itu je lah benda kelakar yang buat hari aku ceria sikit harini. Tambah lagi dapat duit raya dari lecturer sebab.. sebab aku comel =)

Aku sangat kecewa harini. Aku nak mintak maaf sebab aku ni kadang-kadang annoying gila. Tapi memang aku sedih sangat dan aku takde mood nak layan kawan-kawan dan buat kerja. Tapi aku kena jugak buat keja sebab nanti aku repeat plak..



Futnot : Aku nak terbang pegi langit boleh? <--tak bleh blah

reaching back and out

i did something really dumb today. every now and then i miss people from my past, so i'll look them up on myspace or whatever and try to see how they're doing, what they're up to, etc... well, i went so far back to visit the past that now my heart is heavy. old livejournals with old feelings, old online albums that accidentally got deleted (pictures gone forever!), old email addresses, old personalities,etc...

i'm such a creature of sentiment, to a fault. i find myself missing things i really shouldn't be missing. i look back at all the adventures i used to have and it makes me feel old and depressed.at least it makes me want to make new memories to replace the old ones. i'm getting better at reaching out.

no darkness too dark

fall is finally creeping back in, and i'm beginning to feel more and more alive. ironically, i am also dealing with what is possibly the deepest and darkest thing that i've ever had to deal with in my whole life. i won't go into details for internet's sake but i will say that there is no way i'm letting this 'thing' ruin my fall. fall has been and always will be the most important time of the year for me and, if i can just get my homework/school schedule under wraps, i plan on maxing it out this year.

i am excited for:
bike rides, tea drinking, play counter strike, trips to the orchard, baking, craft times, sweaters, colored leaves, awesome playlists, day trips, quiet time, hoodies, outdoor games, long walks...

what am i missing?

I am looking forward to a very flexible work schedule, finding more classes to take, and both relaxing/adventuring.