THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY

lets see if I can get through it. Sure I can!

Shortest relationship?:
err. i did date someone that only went on for 3 weeks. eheh. does that count as a relationship? if not, then, 2 months.

Longest relationship?:
almost 2 years

How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?:
3 out of 4, but then, i don't think half of them knew what love really is, nor did they mean it..

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?:
i'm a hopeless romantic,.. so yeah, i suppose i did.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
not that i wanted to.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?:
it really depends on the circumstances. i have experienced being both happy and miserable while i was single, and i have been both happy and unhappy in a relationship before.

Have you ever been cheated on?:
not that i know of..

What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?
for some weird reason, guys make great friends. good company, great listener, among others.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?:
yeah, apparently i'm like this evil witch from hell who preys on innocent saints whose love for me is always pure and true. i'm aaaaaaaalll bad and them guys are aaaaalllllll good. still feeling sorry for yourself? here's a thought -- go jack off in hell before you slowly die of dehydration from all that crying and jacking off.

Talk to any of your exes?:
most of them are on good terms with me, but we don't keep in touch.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?:
i wouldn't know actually, he's the only one who can be the judge of that i suppose. gee i hope i am, i try to be.

Have you dated people who were not good to you?:
yes i have, and i thank god for finally giving me the strength to leave. funny how i am now being condemned for liberarting myself.

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
emotionally abusive, yes.

Have you ever dated someone older than you?:
3 out of 4 of them were. including the one now.

Younger?
no

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it really depends on what happened,.. and a whole lot of other circumstances. but then people are always given so many chances, yet they blow every one of them cos they take their partners for granted, and then regret it. i sometimes don't see the point in second chances.

Ever dated two people at once?:
i don't think i'd want to get myself into something as complicated as that..

Ever been given an engagement ring?
no.. god had His own ways of saving me HAHA

Do you want to get married?
yes, i would love to.

Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
hahaha i think i already did

Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
i don't think so. love happens at free will.

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend/girlfriend?
ofcourse! hotties are always taken!

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?:
probably worst.

Are you happy with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
never happier in my entire life!

The Coolest!

27/5/08

It's my daddy's birthday. I sent him a message and called him last night.

Me : Happy birthday! I love you! so, what do you wish?

Daddy : Thanks my notty girl. I love you too. Wish ? I want to be more kaya ! So that i can spend more for you.

Me : I know. Thats why i call you. So tomorrow could please bank in some money for me. Hehe Im running our of crdt. Tukar maxis lah. Good Nite !

Daddy : Haha..workhard, dont ever left behind. Good nite honey.

Happy birthday ! You're the coolest daddy in the world =)

Good Bye Malaysia!

Gonna miss you!

Odisi kita ke Penang ;-)

14 May 08

Hari ni saya rasa sangat-sangat happy sebab saya berjaya lakukan apa yang saya nak sangat buat dari dulu. Lagi, bersama dengan orang yang saya sangat sayang hehe.
Perjalanan panjang yang sangat menerujakan. Train yang tak sejuk sangat tak best lah. Tapi perjalananan selama lebih 9jam tu saya rasa macam sekejap sangat je :( Breakfast di Butterworth dan hirup angin pagi Penang ;) Lain kali sayang kita pergi lagi ok :D

No Sub

Kalau korang orang orang yang aku kenal terserempak dengan aku dan aku dah tak melayan korang macam dulu, maknanya tu aku dah tak suka korang. Aku dah penat jadi peramah dan bosan untuk buat lawak menggembirakan hati korang. Korang sila jangan jadi hipokrit sangat sebab aku dah meluat. Aku pun tak nak jadi hipokrit. Oleh itu jangan terkejut kalau aku dah tak senyum selebar dulu dan aksi-aksi comel aku buat lawak sudah tiada.

Sekarang ialah masa untuk aku habiskan bersama orang-orang yang aku suka sahaja.

Berambus.

Attension

Temporaryly close

I am concentrating on my vacation.

See, Ikan yang comel

Saya rindu

Saya rindu famili saya
Sini sunyi dan busy dengan kerja-kerja saya

Saya rindu rumah saya
Sini ade katil, locker ngan meja study je

Saya rindu bilik saya
Bilik sini sempit dan bersepah

Saya rindu sofa rumah saya
Kerusi meja study saya keras

Saya rindu tv rumah saya
Sini kalau nak tengok tv kena tengok ramai-ramai. Kadang-kadang berebut chanel. Sebab tu sepanjang semester ni saya tak pernah pergi ke bilik tv. Baik tidur.

Saya rindu peti ais rumah saya yang banyak makanan
Di sini saya selalu lapar malam-malam makan meggi je dengan roti je

Lambatnya 5 may ;(